all the disappointments, sadness have been lifted and gone from my mind, i finally got to sleep peacefully without thinking so much.. we ended it, nt our relationship because we were never in one to begin with, but our imaginative one.. im so much relieved now although i have lost someone that means so much to me.. i guess love isnt everything, love cant overcome the expectations that go along with it, love cant combine two people that are so wrong for each other even if they tried to, love cant change anyone's personality.. although its going to be lonely for me, at least i wont have to experience the hurt he put me through anymore.. i guess being just friends are all we can be.. i wish him all the best in Kuching, that's where his heart is no matter what..